Awww jeremy miss me so much that you want me to update is it, so fine lor i update lor, and i don't play a lot of dota okay. I play a bit only :D

Since you miss me so much here's a picture of me eating or some might say making music and really fast hand movements with my hands

If you thought that pigs flying, jesus descending onto earth, armageddon and whatever the hell you thought at first was impossible.

My friends... that is now a statement of the pass, because i've just witnessed the impossible turning into possible...

Jeremy just dropped me home in his CAR.... IN HIS CAR.... As in he dropped me home and drove back home to his own place with his own car... that my friend is a miracle. If you ever though that anything was impossible... this would make anything seem possible.

It's been a while since i've updated... busy with life etc etc but who cares. Something interesting happened last night and i just got to talk about it.

So last night i was driving home at 4am in the morning after some shisha/dota, on the way back i was driving at the fast lane, suddenly a car behind starts tail gating me and he was probably an inch away from my car. So i decide fine i'll be nice and move aside, just as i move aside to the left, he swerves to the left too and almost hit my car. So i moved back to the right hand side. This is where all the fun begins.

After that he overtakes me, which i didn't care at first but then suddenly the fucker decides to brake in front of me, so obviously i had to brake hard to, so i was quite angry and horned at him. Never mind, i decided to just turn left and avoid him, then he turns left too, pretty much everywhere i turned he tried to block my path which after a while i found quite amusing. I turn left, he turns left, i turn right, he turns right. Obviously he's an idiot and who has nothing better to do so i decided to play with him seeing that he wants to block my path and make me crash my car.

I decided to time my turnings, just as a car comes by my side i swerve to that side only to see the idiot swerve at the same time and almost hitting another car. So i think after a while he realized that i was playing with him instead and he got angry and decided to just suddenly brake in front of me to make me brake too. This was where the funniest thing happened.

The turning towards my place was coming up, it was on the left hand side, so i decided to fool him by going to the far right emergency lane and pretend i was going straight. THe turning's divided by a metal barrier, just as i was about to reach the turning, i waited for him to be ahead of the barrier and then suddenly i just turn all the way left and go up the turning. Funniest thing is he decided to do the same at the exact same thing, only to end up smashing his car in the barrier. And you know me being the ass that i am, i slowed down, waited for him to come out of his car, laughed at him and drove off. He seemed pretty pissed to me.

I hope he's not going to stalk me and kill me now -_-

It's quite a mystery actually, its surprising that it's still here. I thought it went away or more less disappeared off to somewhere but surprisingly a few days ago i found out... it's still here and in fact its always been here, i never lost it, i just forgot it. Sigh... why?

I hate God Of War II... As awesome as it was... i hate it....

Why i might disappear for another 2 months you might ask well its actually pretty simple... 4 words man... GOD OF WAR 2!!! Yes i've been playing that game so much that it's kinda crazy the amount of time i've logged onto that game. This game... kicks ass on so many levels that its mad. You thought Mortal Kombat was violent? You haven't seen the amount of violence kratos can dish out on one guy. I think im so in love with this game that i've stopped replying to the name chang, i'm now known as Kratos or The god of war. Either one will do fine :D

Something really funny happened today. It was a rather weird scene in fact. This morning i was off to pay for the house bills, so unfortunately i had to go when it was jam packed which resulted in me having to wait for 60 other ppl before me. And it obviously did not help when the bloody bitches behind the counter was taking forever to attend to me, i swear to god while waiting for my turn, the messiah must have appeared and saved the world cause they work so god damn bloody slow!

Anyway so i was sitting there giving death glares to the people working behind the counter and then suddenly i heard a chinese ringtone. Well this would normally not be weird but it was weird considering i was the only chinese fella in the entire building. So i looked around trying to find out where the chinese song ringtone was coming from. Funniest thing it came from a malay woman sitting a few chairs besides me, an old malay woman who was SINGING along to it.... SINGING! That was the only part, when it was her turn she stood up only to reveal she was about 3 feet tall, and under her normal malay dress she was wearing the tallest heels i've ever saw, i swear to god its like 15inches. That to me was a pretty hilarious sight. An elderly short malay woman humming to a chinese song while wearing 15 inch high heels.

One more thing.... i dropped my car keys into the elevator shaft that day. Stupid thing was that i was just standing there twirling it around like i normally do and i don't know for what stupid reason i had a thought which was, "What if my key fell in?" and just as that thought finishes the stupid key flies off my fingers and directly into the damn shaft. WTF right?!

Now many of you or maybe none of you would have noticed that i had disappeared off the face of the world for about the last 2 months except for maybe Kevin, Cheryl and Jun considering i saw most of them in a daily basis from January to mid February. Well TA DA! i'm still alive and kicking although my blood pressure has shot up considerably higher considering the amount of stress and abuse i've been placing on my body thanks to my late nights with kevin romping around in Hartamas.

Well for those who are slightly even interested in my life at this moment, to put things short i'm once again stuck in Malaysia thanks to my ever so generous father and instead of hanging out with kevin, cheryl and jun i'm hanging out with 3 other people now- Jin, Janice and my baby Toh.

This 2 months have been a highly entertaining time, the amount of shit that went down with this period of time would make the O.C seem normal. I believe considering the amount of nonsense that went down there is more than enough material to start my own TV series and make it a huge hit. This 2 months have been a time of meeting a shit loads of people, its amazing how meeting one person can result in a snowball effect. From one person you can end up knowing another, and then another 2 and so on and so forth. It's amazing how much my pool of friends have suddenly expanded within a short span of 2 months compared to the last 20 years.

Although its still kinda sad now, everyone i know has someone and everytime i go anywhere i end up being a lamp post again. Once again the only single idiot there while the rest are busy stuffing each other faces. Sigh -_-...

(To be continued...)

2006 came and went like a hurricane and with that over begins a new year which i hope will be a lot better seriously. As good as 2006 was, it lead it up to quite a climax that left me with mix emotions. Things came and went, people i met and left. So with that said i hope 2007 will be a lot better.

Memorable things that happened in my 2006

1. Jeremy left for the US
2. Got a job and earned a nice 300 dollars in 10 days
3. Got my first speeding ticket (At least i think i got it)
4. Met a lot of new people (Walter, Sara, Dexter, Robin, Kelly, Rachelle, Jin and many more)
5. Decided to go SUNY Buffalo
6. Ended up not going to SUNY Buffalo
   
7. Got into a relationship
8. Got out of a relationship
9. Went to langkawi for the first time
10. Got drunk in Langkawi
11. Got everyone drunk in Langkawi
    
12. Kev came back
13. Went clubbing and got Su drunk :D
14. Jerm came back
    
15. Got another speeding ticket (fuck...)
16. Man Ee came back after not seeing her for close to 2 years
17. Got smashed on New Year's Day

Yes its actually nothing much, its more like what i can actually remember that happened in the last 2 months :P

I won't say goodbye cause saying that would mean i won't ever see you again. Therefore i'm just going to say see you soon and good luck in US. I'll miss our dota sessions and our little "noise making" sessions ;). It's been short but awesome.

This whole year has gotten me to think a lot about my own life at this current moment. It's gotten to think about where my lifeis going, what am i doing with it, am i content with it and whether it could have been different if only i had done a lot of things differently earlier. It may be because of the fact that i'm finally leaving ADP that i'm actually feeling pretty emo about my life at this point. This 2 years i've met, known and made tons of great friends in ADP. Not to say that during my GIS life i didn't get to meet tons of great people, its just that for people in ADP many of them i'm most likely never going to see again for a very long time. Especially a few people there that i really regret having to seperate from.

Which brings me to my point of "What if's". You know there's just so many what if's in life, sometimes i feel like my whole life is just one big multiple choice question with infinite answers to it. When i think back on what i have achieved for the past 2 years, many things come to mind. Such as what if i had done this differently, picked this subject instead of that, said this or didn't say this to him/her. It's not to say that what i have achieved for the past 2 years wasn't satisfying in fact it was one of the best 2 years of my life. But i've just been wondering lately about how it would have been if i had done things differently. The last 2 months got me thinking about this even more. Its true that anything anyone does has a consequence, as small as the action might be. It's just that with the current situation in my life at this moment, its gotten me to think "If only i did this instead of that, and all of this would have been better."

Many might might agree with me when i say that life is only interesting because of how unpredictable it is. True as it may, I hate it. I might be flexible when it comes to certain things but as Jeremy would put it, "Chang Liang hates it when things don't go his way, when things don't go as plan." And its true, when things don't go as plan it annoys me, it annoys me when things don't go smoothly and deviates from the original idea. Many might now disagree with me when i say wouldn't life be great if everything was already written down and planned to the point. There was already a timetable planned out on what you would do for each day so that you no longer have to predict about things.

Life would be so much easier for if only there were no more "what if's" and "unpredictability". If only.